pc catchall for ray (selfimmolates)

[requiemed]

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[requiemed]

[After a moment:]

That’s not the kind of reaching him I meant.

[selfimmolates]

[he thought it might not be, but.]

Then you can just give up now.

[requiemed]

[...]

I’m allowed to be worried something won’t work even if I’m going to try to make it work anyways.

[selfimmolates]

You asked, "What if it’s too late to reach him?"

If it won't work, then it won't work. What matters is if it'll change your own actions—and you've already answered that.

[requiemed]

You’re making it sound way less terrifying than it is.

[selfimmolates]

How terrifying something is doesn't change what it boils down to.

You're anxious because of the uncertainty. So, it helps to figure out what you are certain on.

[requiemed]

It also just helps to vent sometimes, you know.

[selfimmolates]

... Well, I guess you can do that too.

[requiemed]

Can I start by saying how much all of this sucks?

[selfimmolates]

A fair sentiment.

[requiemed]

[A small noise of discontentment, before:]

There's something else I wanted to ask you, if that's cool.

[selfimmolates]

... What is it?

[requiemed]

When you got here, did Patience ask you to give her your coin?

[selfimmolates]

Yeah. I haven't, though.

[requiemed]

I figured you wouldn't have. Did she say anything to you about it?

[selfimmolates]

[he shakes his head.]

Just talked about wanting to feel special and trusted. Didn't give a straight answer, unsurprisingly.

[requiemed]

I feel like you're going to judge me in ten seconds, but you're going to find out eventually, so...

[She pulls a smooth, flat black stone out of her pocket.]

I can't figure out what it is.

[selfimmolates]

... Did she give you that in return?

[requiemed]

Yeah. She said it was... kind of an inside joke? Whatever that means.

[selfimmolates]

Well, if it's an inside joke, I'm probably not going to get it.

Anyway, I'm not judging. [much.] I was wondering what would happen, so thanks for being my guinea pig.

[requiemed]

Yes. That's absolutely why I did it. Congratulations.

[selfimmolates]

Have you asked Patience what it is?

[requiemed]

She said it's a welcoming gift that doesn't really mean anything. Not sure if I believe that.

[selfimmolates]

To be honest, neither do I.

[requiemed]

Do you have any guesses?